Almost six months have passed since my entering this wretched city, Chennai...
During the first few months here, i used to get ill often and feel very lonely... Used to get confused and would worry about my health, academics, career etc... I would be around with a sombre expression on my face... as i am the first girl in my family to a PG in engineering, i have to fulfill the expectations of my family na... that thought used to increase the pressure on me...
Those days, i did not have anyone to confide with as i had not got close to anyone here (thank god, now its not so....!)... And to vent out my sorrows, i used to write letters to god, sharing with him all that which bothered me at that moment... and had not forgotten to thank him too when something good had happened :-)... The letters used to be in தமிழ் + English. It would be like me talking to god...
and now, when i see those letters which are being treasured and preserved by me, i tend to relive those moments, thanking him for the blessings he had showered on me helping me to overcome my worries...
Believe me, it is the best stress buster...
hey d... the same thing I do bt in a different way..... I wont write letters instead i use to talk to them... n ma stress ll b somewat reduced. i feel that. coz of this v feel tht v n the God r very close fnds na.. tht ll b nice... not only pillaiyar bt also 2 Jesus..... :)
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